Fahim's nap time at my office. I first thought it was a giant cat sleeping on my chair!!

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Post ptm blues

Alhamdulillah i have completed my 10-day ptm course in jawi penang. Words cant describe how happy and relieved i am to have attended it. I have waited to go for ptm for so long. Well..long enough to put aside the plan to try to conceive another baby. Haha..now that it is done i can start looking into that direction.

So ptm was really tiring both physically and mentally. I cant imagine how thw prevoius batches went through their sessions as i was told that ours is the easiest ptm conducted. Of course, i was relieved and grateful. I cant imagine if i were to run in the middle of the night and doing all those physical activities for 10 days!

I learned a lot during my time in ptm. Alhamdulillah..i believe it has changed the way i see things and my personal outlook on life. Being able to experience hardships and to be put outside my comfort zone taught me a lot about myself too. I sometimes cant believe i did things i never thought i would.

Leaving my family behind was the most difficult part. I prayed hard that my sons would be fine during my absence and alhamdulillah..they did well. Ashraf really had helped me a lot taking care of the boys. i owe him the world!

So in the next two days i'll be going to office again. As much as i want to spend time with my kids i miss the office and my friends. Life has to go on!

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Imran finally lost his first loose milk tooth today. Yesterday he told me it was quite difficult for him to chew his food because it hurt and he was afraid the tooth would fall off. So i had to take him to see the dentist at klinik kesihatan bsp. We had an afternoon appointment and alhamdulillah the doctor and nurses were really nice. I told them that it was imran's first visit to dentist and whatnot. They were cool about it. Some time before, imran had watched one of upin ipin series on visit to a dentist and gave him the horror idea of going on one.

So naturally he cried when the dr wanted to check his mouth. Thank god the dr was patient with him and the nurses were nice despite the yelling and screaming. Hahaha. The dr offered to teach me on how to take the tooth off at home. I (politely) declined the offer. I just couldnt bring myself to do it. It is just too scary for me.

So anyway it was done really fast. Alhamdulillah. Imran was crying really loud and i had to bring him to the toilet just to calm him down. After a few minutes he calmed down and i took him to mcd and bought him a strawberry sundae because the dr advised me to give cold food to him. It cheered him up instantly! :)

I later took him to pasar malam. I think he was quite delighted and asked to use my phone to take a photo of us. Hahah. Selfie la pulak anak aku nih.

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Memory sake

Just because this is imran's first passport picture. Mine are for ptm purposes which in a way signifies a lot too. Hahaha

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One funny boy

The other day he came up to me and said 'ibu nak makan?'

I said no and told him i was already full.

He casually replied 'oh ibu tak nak masuk syurga ye sebab ibu tak bersyukur. Nanti Allah tak bagi ibu masuk syurga nanti'. I was quite taken aback by his response but i didnt say anything in reply. Not long after that he added 'kesian ibu kalau tak masuk syurga. Biar fahim makan kan kerepek untuk ibu ye. Nanti kita masuk syurga' and finished my stock of kerepek bawang while watching disney junior.

Ohh...ok..krikkk krikkk

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I noticed that gigi bawah imran jarang masa siapkan dia malam tadi. I thought it was normal since he is a teeth grinder masa tido. But i felt that something was weird about the gap so i asked him to open his mouth. I was so surprised to see the permenant tooth peeking there. But he didnt complain about any toothache and he only realised about the loose teeth when i pointed it out. I guess it is not because of tooth decay since there is no foul smell or any sign of dental problem. Maybe it is just the time for it to fall off.



Another milestone there for imran. Ahh my boy just grows really fast.

As much as it saddens me to see him losing his milk tooth i am grateful to be the first to see it. Another blessing for me! I am now wondering when is the best time to take him to see a dentist. Or should i just wait for the tooth to fall off?

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A desperate wish

I wonder why it is so difficult to shed the kilos off. I have started to cut the daily carb intake, try to walk as much as i can, drink plenty of plain water and i even consume jamu nowadays.

Sadly i havent lost my weight and next month i'll be attending an induction course. A friend told me we need to run around a lot during the course. It scared me to think that i havent been active for years! Huhu. He said if we dont do well in the physical activities we would be liabilities for the team. I dont want that to happen!

Apart from the course thing i have to admit that losing some weight is one of my goal this year. My fav jeans doesnt fit me the way it used to be. Actually it is the other way round. Huuwaaa...I really need to do something about this. Seriously..hmmm.

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